That Way

The way you looked at me
As I walked away
Not knowing this was goodbye
The way I looked at the screen
Waiting, hoping
For one small message
The way I waited
To hear your voice
Through my now silent home
The way I woke up in the middle of the night
Tears streaming down my face
I'd dreamed of you yet again
The way I tossed and turned
Asleep with open eyes
Fearful happy dreams may visit again
The way I turned to stone
To ease the pain, to stay away
Smiling gaily through the day
The way I realised I love you
Was when you pushed me away...